It's May, and supposedly summer (according to this Irish way of thinking, Spring starts February 1st, Summer starts May 1st, Autumn starts August 1st and Winter starts November 1st. Which is a pile of balogne!). Sorry, that just irritates me, seasons cannot be denoted by the 1st of a month, things don't just change!
Anyhoo! It's May, and there is sun, a fair bit, but then it rains, and rains and rains and then hails! And rains a bit more. And all of this sharp changes in the weather has been making me think about the summer I was 16. I had no responcibilty, I could get up when I wanted, go to bed when I wanted, do whatever I wanted to do. I'm now turning 21, I have just completed my college course and now have no idea what I'm going to do, or meant to do with the rest of my life, and I'm honestly very truely terrified!
I'm back into the whole finding a job path again, and it's not going well. And to be honest, I don't want to work in a super market, or in a fast food joint (again). I pretty much have my degree now and want to do something with it. Finding that something is proving difficult.
It's getting harder to stay positive about it all. I'm passionate about the industry I want to go into, maybe it's just not passionate about me?
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